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Tuesday, July 08, 2003I miss my parents house and their new dog:( I went swimming yesterday at my parents, layed out on the deck and remembered what it used to feel like when I didn't have ANY bills to pay. I got all my meals layed out for me, and all my laundry washed and folded. It's funny, I never appriciated what my parent's have done for me until I moved out. I guess it was a huge reality check, paying for rent, groceries, gas, car insurance and car payments.. it all adds up. My mom would do anything for me, and my dad was always supportive with school, not that it mattered much because all I did was drink and do crappy in school. My parent's paid for most of my tuition for first year and the first half of second year. I had a scholarship but it was only 500$.. I planned on majoring in Bio. After first year I realized that wasn't what I wanted at all. I decided to take time off to think. Well I am still deciding.. but I am narrowing the list. I thought I had things figured out.. then I changed my mind again. I have grown up at lot since I first started UPEI when I was 17, and I am ready to be back in school. I will be getting a loan and paying It back on my own, needless to say it will be a little bit different/difficult this time round but I am sure my parent's will help out with groceries and stuff. This time I am pretty much on my own. I could move back home anytime I wanted and live for free, but some things in life are more important to me then money. Yeah I would save lots of money but I wouldn't be able to get through school without one special person and without him I wouldn't have the courage to even try. I always thought that I would go to school, then find a steady boyfriend and then get married and have kids.. it kinda worked out the opposite for me..lol.. I am not planning on having ANY kids.. well maybe 1 when I am 30, my neice and nephew keep me busy enough.. but I have found that one special guy. Even though most of my friends are going to be going into their 3rd and 4th year this september.. I still consider myself somewhat ahead of the game. Now all I need is someone to decide what I should take... next person to hit up for idea's.. my sister, watch out Heidi here I come!! =)
Monday, July 07, 2003The beach party on Sat. night was awesome. The water was pretty warm, I planned on going swimming.. but there were too many bugs..I have never seen so many bugs in all my life, they attacked in swarms!!. After I drank quite a bit of vodka ..all in shots, I noticed something sparkling on the ground. I ran over to it, and It was a firefly bug! We became drinking buddies for the rest of the night.lol. We have to do that again, next time I want to bring a tent to camp out. Baseball was Hot hot hot yesterday, both teams played great :) I might even play in the actual game.. we'll see.. I'll have to practice.. otherwsie I will get teased becuase I really suck. I'll only play if they really really need me. I get scared when the ball is thrown at me, I need to get over that fear before I can play..lol Question - How the hell do people live on their own and go to UPEI?? it costs so god damn much!! I would be paying my student loan off forever :( I miss my parent's house aka. free everything =(
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