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Friday, June 13, 2003I had a very stressful day at work, I almost banned everyone from the Watts server :( but I caught myself just as I was about to set the ban. I hate stupid users, WHO the hell do they think they are???? trying to harass me ?? they got the boot in the end.. Good luck getting back into MSN Chat asshole. I am tired, overworked, stressed. I need a drink.
Thursday, June 12, 2003After reading Janelle's post about Crushes I decided it would be fun to think back and reflect on my embarrassing crushes. Well in grade one I had two boyfriends Robert Shepherd and I can't remember the other guys name.. but I ended up going out with the second guy until he moved.. and then going out with the Robert..LOL. I was a two-timer.. Back then boyfriends were just guys you hung out with .. no kissing or anything.. well not much.. Grade 4 I had a crush on Aaron Hansen. He asked me out, and then 2 months later dumped me for my best friend Korinne. I also liked Ryan Paquet that whole year.. on the last day of school he told me he had liked me all year ! I was sooooo excited but the year was over.. so I was heart-broken. Grade 5 I think I liked Shawn Macleod and Richie Mitchell, too bad richie was going out with Abby murdock, me and Heather Greggory plotted against it.. but I never got him :( Boo to that.. I was trying to steal her man.. I guess I wasn't much of a friend. Grade 6 I liked a guy named Greg, we started going out and then I dumped him.. and then I asked him out again.. and then dumped him.. lol I was a bitch. I had a crush on Aaron Geatreau all through junior high, lol, my sister was good friends with him and I thought he was HOT. He always had a girlfriend and I was too shy to ask him out. My sisters old boyfriend Connor asked him out for me one day.. but he said he thought of me as a little sister :( I tried to tell him that it was just a joke and that I didn't really like him.. but he knew what I was up to, so much for being sneaky.. In grade 9 I liked Adam Mackinnon for pratcially the whole year.. then at the end of the year we were going to start going out but I wanted to wait until the summer was over because I spent the summer at my cottage and wouldn't be able to see him. Grade 10, One week into starting grade 10 Jamie Jhonston asked me if I would go out with Adam... I said no because over the summer I had stopped liking him. Again.. I am a mean girl. I had a few minor crushes in grade 11, most of it was spend hanging with my friends, talking about boys rather then doing anything about our crushes. I had a thing for leading guys on and once they started liking me I stopped liking them. In grade 12 I lost my sanity and developed a huge crush on Shawn Coles.. don't ask me why.. I still don't know. He had the nicest blue eyes. He asked me out after the dance..and I said yes..I didn't notice how cocky he was until we had been going out for 2 months.I have to admit that he did treat me very well, but I stopped liking him and broke it off. That was the end of that. I also liked a guy I worked with Brent Gallant..we became good friends and told each other everything. He always asked to work with me.. and his mom told me that he had a crush on me..but he was too cocky..yeah he was cute, but looks aren't everything. He then asked out Airlee ellsworth. Another hot guy at work was Mike Mackenna.. but he's rich and cocky.. which is worse then just cocky. In university I had a crush on Chris Murphy.. nothing became of that because he always had a woman..despite help from Mark..it went no where. lol ( thanks for stalking him anyways mark, we made a good team) Then I started to like a crazy, Hilarious, somewhat creepy.. guy who ended up being my current boyfriend, Chuck. I liked him for a while.. however he seemed blind to my advances..He apparently thought I wouldn't give him a chance.. and that I was just being nice. After a month of intense flirting on my part, and a few shaving cream fights at Rob's house..he finally clued in..lol. Took ya long enough !! I wake up each day thinking how lucky I am to have found you. I love you with all my heart. Sorry that was sappy but it's true. I will kill anyone that even tries to steal you from me. Jealous much? lol There are quite a few guys that I decided not to mention, not because they didn't mean something to me.. but some things are better left unsaid. Anyone that know's me well knows who these guys are. And that's that. Hope you guys found that amusing. I sure did.
Wednesday, June 11, 2003Sorry but this is LONG overdue... You know what pisses me off?? People that claim to be your best friends and then they decide to backstab you. There are a few people that I can't even stand to think about they anger me so much. All they do is tell lies just to make themselves feel better and to make their dream world seem like a reality. And of course, they only hurt their "Best friends". When confronted they either deny it to your face or try to say they are sorry.. Bullshit. They get caught red handed telling a horrible lie.. and they still think it's ok to deny it!! Do you think I don't know when you're lying? I have tried being nice in the past.. Anything I have said in this post I have said to you. No more second chances. A true friend stabs you in the front.. not in the back.
So another day at the gym, Booyah! I really have to start writing my workouts down.. I have no idea what results I am getting because I never keep track. I will have to build another template. I am too busy trying to get pictures on my site. It's hard work. can't wait until saturday, *fantasia party* (high-five to janelle) what a great idea !
Tuesday, June 10, 2003Today is a bad day :( I am broke.. I had to buy new glasses... I wear contacts.. but I need them for when I study at night ! Damn school. And to make the day even worse I made an appointment to get my tattoo retouched today.. and It hurt like a bitch the first time. I am afraid. Maybe I won't go :( If I don't go today I never will.... pray for me...
Sunday, June 08, 2003Arggggg!! I had to get up at 7:30am to drive chuck to work, then I went to my parents house to drop off a card for their 29th Anniversary.. but they were sleeping. So I then went to the Gym...But it was CLOSED :( I didn't know it opened at 9am today... I thought the parking lot looked empty. I suck.Back to gym now. Bye
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